Monday, February 2, 2009

january recap

i've rewritten this post a few times...how do i sum up January? how do i put into words what i learned...while i'm still learning it? and how do i say that i'm confident that everything will work out, when in reality, i am still a little worried about it?

one thing i did learn, is that wherever i am, i want to be all there. i don't like thinking that things will be better if certain circumstances changed...and rely too much on that. i think that would be just setting myself up for failure. i don't want that.

and i do know that this month was not wasted. i do know that although i don't have complete understanding yet...i'll figure it out eventually.

and although i don't have any more answers...that not's true, i have 1 answer...i still know that we'll be ok.

and i have to admit...that as excited as we are about moving on and all that is next for us, we kind of had a sad moment this weekend realizing that we would be saying goodbye again...to some good friends and good experiences. we've learned a lot in Pasadena.

3 comments:

tancaligirl said...

and you will miss me deeply! lol!

Christina said...

Change is exciting and scary, but I've learned to embrace it. God will take you where you need to be:)

dayna said...

i will miss you carrissa...you can come with us you know!

 
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